June 11, 2023

Sometimes You Need To Doubt Yourself

I have over the years been fortunate enough to know many good and lovely people. I count these relationships as a blessing from God. I know many reading this share the same sentiment.

Some of the best people I know however don’t appreciate their own value or worth. Scripture clearly teaches us to be humble and not to think of ourselves more highly than we should Phil 2:3. However that in no way suggests that we should think less of ourselves than we should. We are called to love our neighbours as ourselves. This is a tall order if what we feel about ourselves is hatred, inadequacy, doubt, and or weakness. 

We are told these days that the worst thing we can do is question someone’s self-perception. However if you deem yourself to be someone worthy of hatred, I want you to know that you are wrong. A person who feels this way often struggles with a lot of self-doubt but they are sure about one thing. They are no good. 

I also know if you feel this way it’s very hard to believe that anyone else loves you and equally difficult to love them. Hence you may experience many failed or strained relationships.

I would like to remind you of a very important truth. When you woke up this morning God had you on His mind.
Psalm 139 is a wonderful chapter that outlines the omniscient nature of God. In this chapter the psalmist reminds us that God knows everything about us–from conception, through adulthood, to the grave and eternity.
Add to that, he takes great personal interest in us, and exalts us as His special possession. When He looks at us, He sees great value. In point of fact, He sees one thing after another that raises our value in His own mind. The writer says, “How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them!” (Psa. 139:17).

Imagine, everyday, the Almighty God of the universe is laying one good thought about us next to another, to another, and to another. He sees our value when we go to work, go home and at night. He’s still counting the ways He finds value in us.
In the next verse, we observe that we’re still on God’s mind when we wake up. “If I should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee” (Psa. 139:18).

If you have a hard time thinking good things about yourself perhaps you should take time to reflect on what God things of you. How much he values you. How we was willing to orchestrate all of history and sacrifice his own son to save you. It may be hard to believe others when they say they love you, and especially hard to say that about yourself. At those times maybe you should doubt yourself and believe God.

Kevin Cleary

The final chapter of the book of Romans is often ignored because it contains the names of people we know little about – and many of them are hard to pronounce. After all the deep doctrinal explanations of the previous 15 chapters, the 16^th seems out of place. But a 5-minute read of its 27 verses reveals it to be a well-chosen way to end the book.

Just like Hebrews 11 and its “Hall of fame” (as we often call it) illustrates the heroics of great people of the past who had strong faith, Romans 16 flashes the names of 35 who exemplify all that Paul has said in his book. Most of them lived in Rome and its suburbs, and they all served their Lord in admirable ways. But most of them are unknown to us.

While we are familiar with Priscilla and Aquilla and Timothy, and perhaps some basic information about Phoebe the female church servant, the rest are pretty well obscure. Besides Phoebe, several other women are named, such as Mary “who has worked hard for you” (the church in the city); and Julia, who with several others likely hosted a smaller congregation somewhere in the capitol. Someone named Apelles is described as “approved in Christ,” and Persis “the beloved, who has worked hard in the Lord.” Gaius – probably living in Greece – was so helpful with hospitality that Paul describes him as “host to the whole church.” A cluster of five names, including Hermes and Hermas, also seem to be hosting a congregation. That’s at least four churches in the capitol besides the larger one Paul was writing to. To Paul these people were all famous in the Lord, but to us they are unknown.

Why did the Holy Spirit choose to include these names as the book of Romans comes to a close? They not only display people of faith living in a tough city, but they also provide us with examples of people who found ways to serve their Lord in their own setting.

But there’s one more lesson to learn from them. It doesn’t matter if you are well-known or obscure, wealthy or poor, well-connected or not, your service for Jesus and His church counts a lot to Him. Fifty years from now we will all probably be forgotten, but our Lord will not forget.

Like the obscure people of Romans 16, you may be unknown to many, but God knows your name.

– Tim Johnson 

A most interesting feature of the Old Testament justice system was the cities of refuge. From Joshua 20, we find that there were six of them scattered evenly across the country on both sides of the Jordan river. If someone committed manslaughter unintentionally, he could run to one of these cities to escape pursuers. The elders would give him protection and allow him inside, at least until a proper trial could take place.

The New Testament makes a connection with these refuge cities by pointing out that Christians have “fled for refuge in laying hold of the hope set before us.” (Hebrews 6:18) Our sins have been forgiven in Christ and we find shelter from condemnation in Him.

In a way, the church is also to be a refuge for people in our hardnosed, wearisome, often cruel society. When disillusioned people visit us, they ought to feel a sense of security and relief just to be among us. Our message should give hope, our singing encouragement, and our prayers a sense of calm in the presence of God. But it’s the way we treat each other that reveals the marvelous difference between the church and the world. Notice these points made in Romans 12:

• We who are many are one body in Christ (v5).
• Let love be without hypocrisy (v9).
• Be devoted to one another in brotherly love (v10).
• Give preference to one another in honour (v10).
• Contributing to the needs of the saints, practicing hospitality (v13).
• Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep (v15).
• Be of the same mind toward one another…associate with the lowly (v16).
• If possible, so far as it depends on you, be at peace with all men (v18).

If we practice these principles, we will indeed be like a refuge in our community. Remember, Paul wrote these words to the church in Rome, a city of violence, greed, slavery, and human suffering. In the middle of all that, the church stood out as something full of grace, hope and love. Let’s do the same in our city.

– Tim Johnson

With several national elections behind us in North America, and more to come in the next few years, we are used to candidates making big promises that somehow fail to materialize. It is easy to make a promise and easier to forget about it. Theodore Parker, a notorious liberal American preacher of the mid-19^th century said, “Magnificent promises are always to be suspected.” He eventually rejected the Bible’s claims, and therefore the promises of God.

While some question God, His promises in the Scriptures are based on His integrity and rock-solid track record. The New Testament writers call our attention to God’s inability to lie. In writing to Titus, Paul said he lived “in the hope of eternal life, which God, who cannot lie, promised long ages ago.” (Titus 1:2) The Hebrew writer pointed out how trustworthy God’s promises are by saying, “He…interposed with an oath, in order that by two unchangeable things, in which it is impossible for God to lie, we may have strong encouragement, we who have fled for refuge in laying hold of the hope set before us.” (Heb.6:17-18) Our utterly honest God promised us salvation by swearing an oath upon Himself – and there is nothing higher than Himself. Abraham was made righteous through his belief in what God promised. “Yet with respect to the promise of God, he did not waver in unbelief but grew strong, giving glory to God.” (Rom.4:20) He stands as an example of faith that saves.

If God possesses such great integrity in the way He treats us, we must consider what kind of lives we are to live in this world. Our word should stand. Our promises should be completed. Our character should be trustworthy. In our family life our children need to feel secure in what we promise them, for broken promises hurt the innocent. Your marriage partner needs to feel you are always true, for you promised to be faithful to them alone. The church depends upon people who serve with faithfulness and dependability. Your boss needs to trust the way you work.

God’s promises are solid. Make sure yours are too.

– Tim Johnson